Classic rock. When I hear a song , I can think of where I was and what I was doing the first time I remember hearing the song. I was raised on classic rock, my favorites are The Doors, The Roliing Stones, Led Zepplin, and Pink Floyd.

I search for forgiveness. I want to forgive myself for mistakes made and forgive others who have hurt me or done me harm. It is a very difficult task. Forgiveness of myself is alot harder than forgiving other people.  I figured it would be harder to forgive others. I am just tired of being mad all the time, and it takes too much energy to hate, so I have to forgive so I can lead a fuller life.

Geez, what a question to ask. I tell you, I wish that I knew what my purpose in life was, but, then again, maybe I don't. It would be nice to know, so you could complete your task here on earth. But then what? What would you do with your time, having no purpose at all? Or would you die because you have completed your task and are on to, hopefully greater, times? So, I don't know what my task is, and I'm not so sure I want to know.

Everyone Can't Be in Your Front Row.Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go, or at least minimize your time with draining negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be moved to the balcony of your life. You cannot change the people around you...but you can change the people you are around! Pray for godly wisdom and discernment and choose wisely the people who sit in the front row of your life. If we meet and you forget me, You have lost nothing, If you meet Jesus and forget Him, You have lost everything Those who try to hang on when God is trying to move on will always be miserable.

Yeah, my reoccuring theme is that I get money on the first of the month for my kids and I'm completely broke by the second day of the month.

I think that there are no words for the first time you see your child when you give birth. It is absolutely amazing that you can grow this child inside your self, you can feel it moving around inside you. Then the first time you see them, you know what true love is, your heart swells with pride. Then, you hold them, and it takes your breath away. There really is nothing that can match that. True, lasting forever, Love.

Way back in the woods by a creek, alone with nature.

Please, Lord, give me the strength to carry on.
Give me the strength each day to care for my children and my brothers 2 children that I am getting custody of on March 1st.
That will give me 4 children, a 1 yr old, a 5 yr old, an 8 yr old and a 9 yr old. I am so worried that I can't handle it.
Show me the way to eternal strength and determination. I love these children and can't let them down, so please, show me the way.
In God's name I  pray,
Amen.

A must is love and affection from those you love and those who love you. A must not is mean , hateful people and all their stuff they try to bribe you with.

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